I have been absent from my blog for a while. I guess I hit a creative and emotional block and just needed some time to work through the kinks. Halloween came and went as did Thanksgiving, Christmas and New Years. Now with 2012 up and running full steam, I will try to get myself back on track. In the spirit of New Year’s resolutions, I have given this year a word to live by, that word is Inspiration. After a prolonged period of sadness, mourning and learning to let go, I have determined that this is the next step, the way I want this year to be for me and all who are a part of my life.
I began this year crocheting a prayer shawl for myself. Usually I make these for other people but this shawl is for me, a rainbow of inspiration full of vivid & lively colors. As I work on it I think of all the things that inspire me; the dreams I have that still need to be realized, the people who support me in those dreams & all my hopes and desires for living a meaningful life. I remind myself that fear, anger and hurt are depleting emotions. They paralyze you and keep you from truly living. Inspiration is just the opposite, no one who feels inspired can be paralyzed, it simply isn’t possible. Inspired people are people in motion. Their excitement for what they are doing drives them forward as they make their heart’s desires happen. This is my year to attempt to live in this way. My shawl will help me remember this when and if the paralyzing emotions try to take hold of me.
As it happens serendipity crossed my path recently with the sole intention of reaffirming this plan of action of mine. This past weekend I was visiting a dear friend from college who I had lost with the passage of time. She and I have found that we have just as much common ground now, if not more, than what we had way back in college. She lives in Chicago and we decided to go to the city for a day of art, photography and food. we happened upon a store that sold beautiful creations from rocks, geodes, fossils and semi-precious stones. I just had to go into that shop ! The colors and the pieces displayed in the windows called to me. As we were looking around we both asked questions about different pieces displayed. We were just about to leave when a necklace caught my eye. It was transparent but within it held wisps of color…some of my favorites…Purple/amethyst and turquoise green/blue. These colors swam in the transparency of the stone like water plants swaying with the tide. I had to ask about this piece and of course as all stones do, this one too had its meaning, its significance. The shop keeper explained that this stone represented spirituality, health and Inspiration. SOLD !!!!
I had just been telling my friend about my shawl and in fact had promised to teach her and her daughter to crochet. I was feeling inspired just reconnecting with my dear friend. I had to have this necklace not only because it represented the particular journey I want to follow this year but also to symbolize friendship and the incredible inspiration that a friend can be. Thank You Marita. http://maritapollimages.com/
I would have to say that with this one small step, I have begun my New Year.